journal mi

* Adventure over Inertia * Liquid over Solid * Children over Adults * Casual over Formal * Questions over Answers * Concise over Verbose * Biro over Pencil * Velocity over Slowness * Studs over Blings * God over Man

It’s clear to me now than ever before that the way you live your life is your choice. Even God has given us the power of choice so who is man to tell you; ‘you have to do it like this’ or ‘this is how it’s done’. Illustration: At a certain age you have to begin to paint/fix your nails, your eyebrow has to go, you have to start to carry a big bag that will break your shoulders :), you have to get married, you have to write a professional exam, you have to go for your cousin’s wedding……. …….duh! I don’t have to do anything. I have chosen to live my life deliberately making my choices • I have deliberately chosen the path of simplicity • I have deliberately chosen the places I have to go to • I deliberately choose! The word is I don’t have to do anything!!! (maybe the caveat should be expect you are under 18 :)) 07/09

I knew it wasn’t right. Personal values, societal values and all the works, I didn’t let us grow. We kept it platonic (difficultly so). Our hearts wanted more. Our heads knew better. Only space and time can heal us. I’m utmostly grateful for your THERENESS, Your openness, your romance, your consistency and your maturity. I did it for your clan, for my man for myself & for you. When we meet in future, because  I'm sure we will, We’ll catch up on our phases.  I will miss you sorely.  Still in tears.