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You make me wanna write a poem

I'm sure thoughts of you have crossed my mind a gazillion times in the last 6 days

I wonder why!

When i met you i began to have a secret crush on you ( i wish i knew how successful i was at the 'secret' bit)

then you fell in love.

I managed myself & depreciated my crush back to platonic levels.

We have done well as platonics and i have always imagined it to remain at that level.

All of a sudden thoughts of you begin to flood my mind
It scarces me
I'm forced to put my thoughts on paper


Logically, I dont want anything exceeding platonic levels because going by head sense, you dont strike me as my soul mate

Yet, the thoughts keep coming, i dont know what to do with them.

I wonder if thoughts of' 'us' have ever crossed your mind.
Trust me, i wouldn't sacrifice our friendship for these temporal feelings of mine

Hopefully, my soulmate will show up before any 'damage' is done.




'Jan '09

Comments

Roc said…
I'm curious as to what happened next..
June 25, 2009 at 6:20 PM
ElShederico said…
You bluntly refused to give me a name on this one. FYI my brain is still ticking (though I wont embarass u by asking again)as to who this fella is. . .
July 3, 2009 at 7:54 AM
Funmi Akinwale said…
@ RocNaija
nothing dramatic has happened yet. first of,distance has been doing a good job of managing the situation but in truth, i've moved on.....we are still good platonics though

both parties still single, ha ha ha!

@ Sheddy
embarass??? immaterial information. but i thought we learnt something like persistence pays,no? lol!
July 5, 2009 at 9:38 AM
ElShederico said…
U were cagey (& u have never been cagey b4 or after that!) so yeah, embarrass.
& I do persistent well but I suspect u wld rather not say, is why I let u off but on 2nd thots. .
July 5, 2009 at 1:10 PM
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