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Still in tears

I knew it wasn’t right.
Personal values, societal values and all the works,
I didn’t let us grow.

We kept it platonic (difficultly so).
Our hearts wanted more.
Our heads knew better.
Only space and time can heal us.

I’m utmostly grateful for your THERENESS,
Your openness, your romance, your consistency and your maturity.

I did it for your clan, for my man for myself & for you.
When we meet in future, because  I'm sure we will,
We’ll catch up on our phases.
 I will miss you sorely.
 Still in tears.

Comments

Anonymous said…
So 'THERENESS' is so important in a relationship that you have to make it all CAPS? I'd have to work on that aspect of my life and relationships..
Pls savor the teary moment and let the tears flow till you're done :-)
July 19, 2009 at 12:21 PM
ElShederico said…
Wow! I can soo feel this! Kai! Ur writing is so heartfelt, so real it reminds me of someone. . . oh its you!
July 29, 2009 at 7:38 AM
Omonaikee said…
reminds me of another time and place... thats what good writing should do,great job.
August 12, 2009 at 1:38 PM
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